♥ Wednesday, September 08, 2010
It's 12.30am now & I can't sleep.
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I always thought that this is the correct decision. Even until now, I know that this is the best way out but somehow I can't help but feel so.....empty?
Wendy crossed her fingers on 12:30 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 16, 2010
lol
Maybe you have not realised it, but the one I am referring to is YOU.
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Do you just have nothing to say? Or are you trying to shut me up?
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If it's the latter, you are getting what you want because I don't know what to say anymore.
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lol
Wendy crossed her fingers on 2:28 PM
♥ Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Sigh......
The more I said, the more foolish I felt.
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Maybe I should really just keep quiet & stay away from you.
Wendy crossed her fingers on 7:20 AM
♥ Sunday, May 16, 2010
Life's short.
I can only keep doing what I think is correct & hope that I will not regret in the future.
Wendy crossed her fingers on 9:27 PM
♥ Tuesday, May 11, 2010
There are somethings that I dont' really quite understand.
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Do I appear like some irresponsibility and immature person?
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Since young, when life sucks, I told myself life will be better when I get older.
I still remembered years ago my mum keep telling me that life will be better once me and my sis started working.
That's what pushed me to keep looking forward.
I still remembered years ago my mum keep telling me that life will be better once me and my sis started working.
That's what pushed me to keep looking forward.
Now, both me and my sis are working, life got better, but shits still happen.
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Currently my family is undergoing some.......difficult moments. Does that means that I am not allowed to be happy?
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Why can't I spend the money that I earned? I know I should save up for rainy days which I did, but seriously I am very puzzled to be judged when I spent a portion on it on things that I like.
Why can't I buy that bag I like? Or why can't I spend that money on some leisure to keep myself happy?
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Someone even asked me why am I still "online" and playing games when that someone heard of my family stuffs. I got speechless for a moment, am I supposed to be crying or whining in self pity in a corner?
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All those got me wondering.
Am I not allowed to be happy?
Does spending money and not saving it up makes me less responsible?
Does spending time on leisure makes me less responsible too?
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I guess now I am sounding like some immature kid.
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Priorities. Yes, I know that.
Choices. Yes, I know that too.
But seriously, life will never be smooth sailing. Shit happens any time. So if that's the case, shouldn't we be always "saving everything up for rainy day"?
If we are to keep having this "everything can wait" mindset, will we come to regret in the future?
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Those people who judged me might not agree with my thinking.
I have a question: What makes you think that you are correct? Is there a "perfect way" to live life?
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At least I can still safely say that I still know my priorities. I still know what is the limit.
And of course I feel happier.
Wendy crossed her fingers on 7:23 AM
♥ Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Friends no more
I cannot remember the last time I fall out with a friend.
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I have always thought that this kind of thing only happens when people are younger and more "childish".
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Yes, 1 of my friend just fell out with me recently.
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The cause? An April Fool's joke.
To be fair, it was abit mean and she has every right to be angry.
Apologises are not accepted by her too. Fine, she has that right too.
But giving attitude? Sending scarcastic messages? Sorry, not acceptable.
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Why should any of us continue to put up with your missy temper and attitude especially when you have no intention to forgive us?
You find it fun?
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It's not like we killed your parents or your favourite pet.
It's not even like anybody else who is not involved knew of this joke.
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Whatever. Yeah we are not friends anymore. Got it. Point taken. kthxbye.
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This made me clear of 1 thing: Relationships are so vulnerable.
Wendy crossed her fingers on 10:49 PM
♥ Thursday, April 22, 2010
Headache
So many had happened over the pass weeks that got me very stressed & dejected.
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I guess It was too naive of me. I expected things to be very simple & easy but sadly I'm wrong.
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My family don't seem to understand why I am so stressed up by them. There are so many things I have to shoulder just because I am the elder daughter in the family.
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I feel so tired at times.
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Sometimes, I feel like I can't seem to find someone I can talk to. Everyone seems to be busy with their own life & their own problems. Is this part of growing up?
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I don't really expect my friends or people around me to be understanding to me. Seriously, how many people will understand?
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Anyway, I am crossing my fingers that everything will turns out well.
Hopefully at the end of all these, I will be a stronger person.
Wendy crossed her fingers on 6:57 AM
♥ Sunday, March 14, 2010
萧敬腾洛克先生演唱会
I have been looking forward to his concert.
And finally, it's here yesterday!
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萧敬腾洛克先生演唱会.
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The "敬" and "腾" board which my sis and I was holding belong to a "super fan" from Taiwan. She told us that she will go to every of 萧敬腾 concert and event.I cannot imagine the time, effort and money taken to "follow" him to different countries. I don't think I am able to understand but I respect her for all the effort taken to support him.
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The concert started with his "王子的新衣" and everyone got really high. There wasn't a single moment of "冷场" throughout his concert. (excluding the appearance of his special guest haha)..
When a recording of him making a 2 minute speech to his audiences was being played, everyone laughed as he don't really know what to say. He still didn't talk much, but I think somehow that what makes him unique. He might not seem to have a good sense of humor, but he's funny in his own ways.
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My favourite part is when he started singing & dancing a series of songs like "看我72变", "爱的抱抱" and "Nobody".
Another part that was really good was when he sang "王妃". The concert was coming to an end and everyone got really high at that song.
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All I can say is that 萧敬腾 really can sing. I enjoyed every bit of his concert from the start till the end and I am already looking forward to his next concert in Singapore!
Wendy crossed her fingers on 4:52 PM
♥ Friday, February 26, 2010
My blog is kinda dead -_-''
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I don't really seem to have the time to sit down & post..but I will try!
Wendy crossed her fingers on 8:42 AM